Why my blog looks boring
As you can probably tell, My blog is incredibly basic. The reason why is because I am extremely bad at being creative. I literally do not know how I would design something like this. My room is also like this. Bland and boring. There is nothing in my room that looks appealing. It's empty and devoid of any sort of personality. It's kind of hard to express myself even through what I like. It's constantly changing every time I do something. I may like one thing or another. I do not really have anything I REALLY like. Just tidbits.
Another thing is that I have really bad anxiety and superstitions I know are really irrational. For example I am afraid of having a profile pic of my favourite thing because it would mean I would lose interest in it. Thats how bad the superstitions are so I just stick to blank most of the time. And that happens a lot. Every time I have enough interest to have a profile picture of it on account, The interest immediately goes away. I can't stop this and it's irritating.